Do you believe in the spirit world? That we dont leave the world, we stay around once we die to look over and take care of our loved ones. If you do, do you believe that a 19 week "embryo" (I hate that word) could become a spirit? That it had a long enough life to stick around after its death.
The reason I ask this is because on a few occasions, I believe Albury has been with us. When I was pregnant with Logan I went to her grave to talk to her, I asked her to watch over her little brother and to be a good big sister. I believe she listened.
Logan will always stare at one corner of his room. And yes I am aware that babies like to stare at things, looking at lights etc, but this corner is blank, no lights, no pictures, just blank. Whenever he stares at this corner he also calms right down. The other week while I was playing with Logan on the couch, the middle toy of his playmat started swaying, like someone had hit it. This was a little spooky, but I took comfort in believing Albury was just playing with her brothers toys.
The first thing that happened, that made me believe she was around like I had asked was when Logan and I first started saying hello to her on her plaque. I walked over there when Logan was 3 months old, so not focusing on anything, and turned him towards the plaque and said "Good morning Albury", at that moment, he looked directly at her picture, and he smiled, and I cried. It was so touching, and so beautiful.
Now all of these things could be a giant coincidence yes, but, it just might be Albury doing exactly as mummy asked.
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