My little girl would be turning 1 in a little over a month. Thats where my head is at right now.
Its so hard because her due date is a day after Mikes birthday, so a week thats supposed to be exciting and happy, has turned into somewhat of a dark and upsetting time.
Earlier in the year I had decided I will buy Albury a birthday card each year, and blow out a candle on a cupcake for her, but now that the time is coming, I dont know if Ill have the mental or emotional strength to do this. I want to celebrate her, I want to make her feel loved, because she is so much, but having this date looming closer is just so heartbreaking. I want to see her try to blow out the candle, and want to see her unwrap presents. I want my baby girl.
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