Friday, March 4, 2011

Logans "special" things

While we were pregnant with Albury, we bought a few baby items for her, only to find out we later that she had passed away. These items were to hard to look at, to touch, to even think about in the months following her death. After finding out we were pregnant again, I decided these items would be a present from Albury to her little brother. It was hard at first seeing him with what was meant to be hers, but now its gives me some comfort, some peace, to see him with a few special items from his big sister, something to remember her and the excitement of when we were pregnant with her.

This was a bunny Mikes parents bought Albury for Easter 2009, Logan will have this bunny forever, its very special:


This was the first "toy" Mike and I bought Albury, right after we had a fight because I felt he wasn't getting excited enough about the pregnancy:


And just yesterday, Logan wore the first outfit we bought Albury. I remember when we were buying it there were pink and blue versions too, Mike wanted to buy the blue because he was certain we were having a boy, but I said it was safer to buy the neutral one, just in case. I was umming and ahhing about whether to ever let Logan wear this outfit, or to just put it away with my other Albury things, but it bought a massive smile on my face to see something I was so excited about buying all that time ago, finally being used, and not locked away:

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